(Another writing prompt. I hope you enjoy) I was turning 50. It was no longer a distant number, and 49 seemed like a huge clusterfuck with so much happening. I was finally at a point to breathe, and my mind couldn’t stop showing me signs that the big 5-0 was coming fast. Family members were… Continue reading The Private Lesson
Tag: life
I Miss Him
This could be a number of people. But I am not talking about him or him even though I do miss them, too. I have been thinking a lot about being poly and being in love with more than one person, and I will be honest, I am questioning that and wondering if I have… Continue reading I Miss Him
Dormant
"How do I end this, how do I escape our relationship", but you tell me "You can't. Even when you owe me nothing, and I owe you nothing it will not be over, our relationship will be dormant as I wait for you, should you ever wish to come back to me." This was part… Continue reading Dormant
Breathe into Me
Do you ever feel at times as if you're not a person? What I wish to say is that you're not truly present, nor alive, as if you're at the whim of another, like a dog. Someone or something had the power to breathe life into you, to move you. (Ellen Hunter from Nosfurato) When… Continue reading Breathe into Me
When their Words Were Your Porn
Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Lisa Gray 