I have been slowing down on sharing myself lately. For many reasons. First, I am worried about filling the void with meaningless interactions and thinking that I somehow need the attention to be loved. This is not unlike my teenage years when I thought making someone cum was my way to get love and positive… Continue reading Slowing Down
Tag: healing
Scars
My scars are ugly. No, Baby. I can never see you that way. Don't think of yourself that way. It's not my outsides, Daddy. It’s my insides. Baby, we all have scars. That doesn’t mean you are not worthy of this. Worthy of something special. Now come here. Let me show you how beautiful you… Continue reading Scars
Life
And so, obviously, when someone comes in who you... You have a connection with... yeah. And Dawn was a ray of sunshine in my life, and it meant a lot. But, if I'm really being honest, I never really thought it would have a happy ending. I don't know what a happy ending is. Life… Continue reading Life
And I Ran
I ran so far away I was running around some this weekend listening to a playlist, and I have this particular Flock of Seagulls cover on the most recent one. It is by Hidden Citizens I was thinking about the lyrics. So many of them fit a certain situation. I never thought I'd meet someone… Continue reading And I Ran
At Arm’s Length
Flawed and Fractured in just the right ways.
Lisa Gray 