I have this longing for him. I have a need to be his. I know I have to wait, though. So I do. I wait for him to wake up every morning. I wait for him to see me. I wait to see if he will love or comment on my content. I wait for… Continue reading The Wait
Tag: Dynamics
Possession
I love this feeling. I want someone to want to possess me yet many of my partners have said that I have complete agency. I want that, too. But there is a space inside me that wants to feel like someone’s whole world. Wants to have that power over someone. Wants to be worthy of… Continue reading Possession
I Want You Daddy
I keep coming back to this honorific. There is just something about that energy. Meeting someone that turns into a Daddy is so sweet. Having someone that you think of in your mind in this way is so nice. I will be honest, there is something about that bond that feels even stronger than a… Continue reading I Want You Daddy
What I Need
Lately I have been looking at a lot of pics displaying the aftermath and fun of impact play, but that is not a need for me. I do like it. I like the feeling in the moment of not knowing how it will feel or how much I can take. I like the marks and… Continue reading What I Need
Sustainable
I watch people a lot. I have been known to be an inquisitive observer. I’m a voyeur more than an exhibitionist. I see him. I see the way he moves through people. Many of them do. That still makes me want him. Can I be the one that he hyper fixates on just for a… Continue reading Sustainable
Lisa Gray 