I have this longing for him. I have a need to be his. I know I have to wait, though. So I do. I wait for him to wake up every morning. I wait for him to see me. I wait to see if he will love or comment on my content. I wait for… Continue reading The Wait
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Timing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gdjR2lvIfJ4 No one can rewrite the starsHow can you say you'll be mine?Everything keeps us apartAnd I'm not the one you were meant to findIt's not up to youIt's not up to me Do you ever meet someone and think this person was meant for you to meet? You may not know what type of… Continue reading Timing
The Power of Words and Connections
Some days are about feeling your way through a person. Reliving those conversations that meant something special. Words really do wreck me, and when they are delivered by the right person, I feel those butterflies. I want to sit and have those lengthy conversations with them, where maybe I am just listening to their voice,… Continue reading The Power of Words and Connections
You Affect Me
Sometimes I see that I have an effect on people. It may not always be something good. It may not be someone I want to affect. It can be an interesting rabbit hole to go down to think about why it is that the ones you want to have an effect on are oblivious to… Continue reading You Affect Me
Possession
I love this feeling. I want someone to want to possess me yet many of my partners have said that I have complete agency. I want that, too. But there is a space inside me that wants to feel like someone’s whole world. Wants to have that power over someone. Wants to be worthy of… Continue reading Possession
