“In this business, until you're known as a monster, you're not a star," Bette Davis. It is not that I want to be a monster. I just want his monster to come out. It is hard trying to find that balance, sometimes wanting them to react to you, wanting to have a desperate need for… Continue reading His Monster
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That Green Light
But I hear sounds in my mindBrand new sounds in my mindBut honey I'll be seein' you 'ever I goBut honey I'll be seein' you down every roadI'm waiting for it, that green light, I want it. (Green Light by Lorde) Do you know what green means? It means go. In a kink scene, it… Continue reading That Green Light
Is it Kink?
I was thinking a lot about the word Kink and whether or not my writings fit into those categories. I have been thinking a lot about feelings and emotions and some things do fall within my emotional masochist. But I find myself falling in love and much of my writing centers around one person. I… Continue reading Is it Kink?
Presence
I had a few tasks today. When you are living within an online dynamic and developing a very long distance relationship, that is really the most you have to work with in feeling owned and feeling your partners presence. It can be fun to see what they come up with. But it is more than… Continue reading Presence
Cryptic
I was told some of the content I share is cryptic. I promise it is not. Over the last few years, I have been entirely focused on one or two people. I don’t think they are aware of how my brain and exhibitionism works. I like sharing but only in so much as it gives… Continue reading Cryptic
Lisa Gray 