Do you know how to rest? I don’t. Not always. I’m off work for more than just a day or two and I am not sure what to do with myself. That is not entirely true. I will be reading g most likely. Maybe writing but not much. I always feel guilty about not accomplishing… Continue reading Rest
Breathless
Sometimes it is hard walking into the room pretending confidence you don’t have. They say "fake it until you make it," but when am I going to make it, exactly? I know when. When the time comes, and I am not walking in alone. When I am not by myself anymore on this planet. When… Continue reading Breathless
Watch me Burn
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn? Well, that's all right because I like the way it hurts. (Love the way you Lie by Eminem and Rihanna) Set me on fire. Let me burn I will hurt for you as long as you want me to. Some marks, some breaks stay. I have been… Continue reading Watch me Burn
Is it Kink?
I was thinking a lot about the word Kink and whether or not my writings fit into those categories. I have been thinking a lot about feelings and emotions and some things do fall within my emotional masochist. But I find myself falling in love and much of my writing centers around one person. I… Continue reading Is it Kink?
Breathe
Today is going to be a long day. I am at a work conference. The kind where they want to provide you time to eat and network. But I don't want to network. I want to read Daddy's words. I like using my words, but sometimes Daddy's are so much better. I read them and… Continue reading Breathe
