Thinking about this word today in many different forms. When do we decide to surrender the control we think we have in this life? When do we surrender to the people around us? When do we just let go? Let go of the tightness, stress, and anxiety that have us in knots. See that we… Continue reading Surrender
Worth It
“Actually, there is a word for that. It’s love. I’m in love with her, okay? If you’re looking for the word that means caring for someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want no matter how much it destroys you, it’s love. And when you love someone, you just, you… you… Continue reading Worth It
Good Girl
How would I tell her that she's all I think about? / Well, I guess she just found out / She's a good girl / She's such a good girl / She's a good girl / She feels so good (Carolina by Harry Styles) I want to be that good girl. I want to feel… Continue reading Good Girl
Make it Go Away
Daddy, there is a monster in my closet. "In your closet, is it?" Uh huh "Are you sure about that, Baby?" It is very loud, Daddy. It must be. "I think I know what it is. I think it is in your head. It is the voices. The ones that tell you to be scared… Continue reading Make it Go Away
Weaving
I thought about writing something about edging and denial. Maybe I will but maybe not here. I was thinking about this though and how sometimes denial puts me in a bratty headspace. This is not unknown information to the right sadist. Daddy has a way of liking the brat to come out. He does things… Continue reading Weaving
Lisa Gray 