Do you play that game? The one where you read aloud your fortune and end it with end bed. I will sometimes say that in my head. Tonight I am lying In Bed. I am alone, like I have been for a while. I am thinking about them a lot lately and wondering if I… Continue reading In Bed
I Want
I want a fucking collar for Christmas. Now imagine that sung to that damn hippopotamus song. My kids hated that song but had to sing it for choir. I was looking at kinky, artsy photos this morning and saw some lovely kneeling with pretty collars. That has been a dream of mine for a long… Continue reading I Want
Renting
"We are all just renting until it is time to check out." (Jonathan Banks as Martin Jarvis in The Beast in Me) I think about this sometimes. Why do I overthink or worry about the future, or try to grab for things if everything will just have to be returned eventually? Might as well enjoy… Continue reading Renting
It is just a name
But really, it isn't. When someone you connect with gives you praise by calling you a good girl or using a special possessive name for you, it hits just right. I remember someone saying that the bond in power dynamics is something special. There is nothing stronger. He was right, and it doesn't matter what… Continue reading It is just a name
Pull Me In
I was thinking about something today. I have always had a friend in my life, or a set of friends that were really good at pulling me into crazy adventures. This was mostly in high school and college, and then my husband was the ultimate friend who could talk me into stuff if he wanted.… Continue reading Pull Me In
