I just posted a status about how WhatsApp was doing more to edge and deny me than anything else. Work is doing a good job, too. Creating a chaotic space in my head and then adding a break in your normal routine and life changing all around you. It reminds me a lot of my… Continue reading Edging and Denial
Inevitable
Inevitable, Unlimited, Free, Belong Needy, Greedy, Want, Desire, Hunger, Craving, It's a thing to be with you. I want to have that connection and feel that hunger and what it will do to me from close up, and I want to know that you are mine and I am yours. It seems so inevitable to… Continue reading Inevitable
Watch Me
I remember the time when you watched me closely. I remember feeling loved in that way. I felt important. I felt wanted. I felt like the rest of the world didn't really matter as long as you saw me. I wanted you to watch. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to react. I… Continue reading Watch Me
Overly Submissive
Is there even such a thing? A card was pulled for me today and it cautioned me not to be overly submissive. It’s like it doesn’t even know me. Honestly, though, I am one of those people that can be extremely submissive with the right people until I absolutely run up against something I am… Continue reading Overly Submissive
I Love You
Sometimes those words just pop in my head and it isn’t about what that person can do for me. Sometimes it is just their face or their words describing something mundane even. Thinking about who they are not on the big moments but the small ones. Sometimes it is just about who they are when… Continue reading I Love You
Lisa Gray 