These words keep coming back to me today. I think it is what I miss the most. Having that partner near and being part of thier lives in a way that gives you that feeling of warmth and closeness. I was asked what romance means to me today, and I really had to think about… Continue reading Warmth and Closeness
Your Worth
"Your worth has never depended on anyone else’s recognition of it." I get that. I really do. But it is funny how when you get into a dynamic, your thoughts on this change. You know every time they give you praise and notice every time they do not. Your whole being revolves around pleasing them.… Continue reading Your Worth
My So Called Kink Life
I have to admit something. Most of my recent kink life has been in my head, with words, with writings, with flirtations online, and an online dynamic. I love the mental game of it. But for some reason, my body has decided that it is old. I went through perimenopause early and in the middle… Continue reading My So Called Kink Life
Look At Me
“Look At Me” I can’t. It is too hard. There are so many things going on at once. The sensations get to me.WHen there presence surrounds you. When you can taste them and smell them and get caught up in all of them. You sometimes just want to feel, taste, and smell. What would happen… Continue reading Look At Me
Edging and Denial
I just posted a status about how WhatsApp was doing more to edge and deny me than anything else. Work is doing a good job, too. Creating a chaotic space in my head and then adding a break in your normal routine and life changing all around you. It reminds me a lot of my… Continue reading Edging and Denial
Lisa Gray 