Can't give everything when you give nothing.
On My Way
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bduECEfvCng&pp=ygUGI3NveXVq I apologize for this sappy post. I had a long drive to work today and this song came up. It always makes me think about love and destiny and the universe. Are we predestined for a certain life or certain people in our lives? When I was younger and living in a pre-internet world… Continue reading On My Way
“I am going to Restrain you.”
(A little play on the word restraint) Such a silly Daddy. I know that he has his spreader bar, rope, and other restraints. But doesn’t he know that I come willingly. Doesn’t he know that the only restraints he needs is a word and his voice. “Oh I know, Baby. But lets have a little… Continue reading “I am going to Restrain you.”
ghosts
(Warning was listening to music and reflecting. Metallica was on the play list and puts me in a brooding mood sometimes. Just reflecting. I’m fine.) I once told someone that I wanted them to haunt me. I felt so strongly about the connection, I couldn’t imagine it ever going away. I was reminded about that… Continue reading ghosts
Am I a Brat
Likely, OK definitely. I have this tendency to come in strong with wanting to serve someone. In the past, I have been bad at sustaining that. I get burned out in that role; for me, it has been a role and an extension of past trauma. My last dom tried to get me to explain… Continue reading Am I a Brat
