You know, the first time you have sex, it's not supposed to hurt. Right? --- Winnie from Miller's Girl But it needs to. I need it to hurt me emotionally as well as physically. I need it to change me.
Love Me
Love me, love me say that you love me. Fool me, fool me, go on and fool me —- Cardigans I am such a fool for love and I don’t care. You sometimes feel connection to people and you can’t help but be a fool for them. You can’t help dreaming of something more. You… Continue reading Love Me
a Habit
When you smiled, the morning blushed pink& gold. Violent & tender. Horrifying & warm.My ache left me behind. I thought: okay.I could get used to this.& I did. I got used to you. You became a habit& god knows I can never get rid of habits.You, who told me I was worthy.You, full of ink… Continue reading a Habit
Living in the Unknowing
So much that lays before us is unknown, but there are things behind us too that we can’t know. I often worry about both things. What could I have done differently in the past and what decisions do I need to make for the future to get and see clearly that life that is meant… Continue reading Living in the Unknowing
Haunting
You haunt me. But I want to haunt you the way you haunt me. I want to affect you the way you affect me. I want you to feel the desperation. I want you to feel me possess you.