(random things on my mind today) I have a need to be a good girl today. I have a need to be used by a certain person as a fucktoy but also as a friend. I have a need to understand the truth of certain things. I have a need to know their feelings. I… Continue reading Need
Category: Reflections
And I Ran
I ran so far away I was running around some this weekend listening to a playlist, and I have this particular Flock of Seagulls cover on the most recent one. It is by Hidden Citizens I was thinking about the lyrics. So many of them fit a certain situation. I never thought I'd meet someone… Continue reading And I Ran
Destruction
Destruction is necessary for creation. This is the basic message I got today from a random card pull. This is somehow what today is supposed to be about. If it is, the destruction started by someone else or at least at some other time. I am not doing anything today. I am just sitting here… Continue reading Destruction
Let me Smell you
There is something comforting about being able to smell someone you love. I had two dreams this week that touched on my primal urge to smell someone. They were so vivid, I could actually smell them. And it was nothing like any of my other past partners. The first dream was so sweet and satisfying.… Continue reading Let me Smell you
Warmth and Closeness
These words keep coming back to me today. I think it is what I miss the most. Having that partner near and being part of thier lives in a way that gives you that feeling of warmth and closeness. I was asked what romance means to me today, and I really had to think about… Continue reading Warmth and Closeness
Lisa Gray 