Bow down before the one you serve. You're going ot get what you deserve. It was always there. NIN just had to show me the way. Pretty Hate Machine was one of my first CDs. It was in High school that I was introduced to their sound and their darkness. Trent had a way of… Continue reading Music is My Muse
Category: Reflections
A reduced sense of belonging links childhood emotional abuse to unhappier romantic relationships
A study claims people who experienced psychological abuse in their childhood tend to experience lower satisfaction with relationships as adults, and … A reduced sense of belonging links childhood emotional abuse to unhappier romantic relationships There is a part of me that wants to say, well, duh. This is one of those things I have… Continue reading A reduced sense of belonging links childhood emotional abuse to unhappier romantic relationships
Finding my Feet
I read that tonight in a book, and I understand the saying, but I'm not really sure what it means for me. I am in a period of a lot of change and turmoil, really, but maybe good turmoil. There are still lots of responsibilities ahead of me, but some things are in my hands… Continue reading Finding my Feet
How do they make you feel?
I was thinking about crushes. I had one in my 20s that was kind of intense. He was in a band, and the type of connection there was: him as lead singer and guitarist, and me as a wannabe groupie. It was more than that, but not much. He was just kind, and I just… Continue reading How do they make you feel?
Advantages
I think there is an advantage to being older and already experiencing "the love of your life." It is much easier to keep yourself from saying yes and grabbing onto any sense of belonging. But I still want to belong. I still want that experience. I am just trying to be careful and see who… Continue reading Advantages
Lisa Gray 