I just finished reading a post about kink being "safe enough," especially for those with PTSD, ADHD, or other types of neurodivergencies. I was playing around in my head this week with my emotional masochism and this read made it more intersting. I have never been diagnosed with anything, but I see patterns in me… Continue reading Fear
Category: Kinky Thoughts
When he looks
I just read a caption where a woman talks about loving when her partner looks. I love the idea of that. I would love it if he would look. Right now, I am in that state where no one is looking. I know that is not completely true, but it is not the same when… Continue reading When he looks
Your Worth
"Your worth has never depended on anyone else’s recognition of it." I get that. I really do. But it is funny how when you get into a dynamic, your thoughts on this change. You know every time they give you praise and notice every time they do not. Your whole being revolves around pleasing them.… Continue reading Your Worth
Inevitable
Inevitable, Unlimited, Free, Belong Needy, Greedy, Want, Desire, Hunger, Craving, It's a thing to be with you. I want to have that connection and feel that hunger and what it will do to me from close up, and I want to know that you are mine and I am yours. It seems so inevitable to… Continue reading Inevitable
Watch Me
I remember the time when you watched me closely. I remember feeling loved in that way. I felt important. I felt wanted. I felt like the rest of the world didn't really matter as long as you saw me. I wanted you to watch. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to react. I… Continue reading Watch Me
Lisa Gray 