When you want him to hurt you so he can love you later. You want him to leave marks, to bite, pinch, slap, and paddle. Then you want him to use his hands to massage the hurt away. Use the mouth to kiss it better. You want him to tell you what to do. But… Continue reading Balance
Category: Kinky Thoughts
Learn Me
Ooh, and I said, "What about Breakfast at Tiffany's?"She said, "I think I remember that film andAs I recall, I think we both kinda liked it."And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got" - Breakfast at Tiffany’s Deep Blue Something Mostly I just wanted to sing it in my head. And make you… Continue reading Learn Me
If Love’s Not Violent, It’s Not Real
7 words Words that I believed. That is how I felt about abuse, too, growing up. If it isn't violent, then it is not really abuse. I was very wrong about that. It's about knowing there are enough feelings, enough passion, to want to love me violently. It's about turning off my brain and putting… Continue reading If Love’s Not Violent, It’s Not Real
Worthy
This word plays through my mind a lot. Growing up we were told that we were not but we needed to do so much in order to be. We would never be pretty enough or slim enough so we had to find other ways to be worthy. Worthy of what, though? It’s funny how sometimes… Continue reading Worthy
Hunger
I want to see his hunger. I share mine with him but it’s hard when I can’t see his. How do I know it is really there if I can’t see it?
Lisa Gray 