Hit me like a ray of sunBurnin' through my darkest nightYou're the only one that I wantThink I'm addicted to your lightI swore I'd never fall againBut this don't even feel like fallin'Gravity can't beginTo pull me back to the ground again - Halo by Beyonce Am I addicted to their light? Maybe. Maybe it's… Continue reading Addicted to It
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
In Bed
Do you play that game? The one where you read aloud your fortune and end it with end bed. I will sometimes say that in my head. Tonight I am lying In Bed. I am alone, like I have been for a while. I am thinking about them a lot lately and wondering if I… Continue reading In Bed
I Want
I want a fucking collar for Christmas. Now imagine that sung to that damn hippopotamus song. My kids hated that song but had to sing it for choir. I was looking at kinky, artsy photos this morning and saw some lovely kneeling with pretty collars. That has been a dream of mine for a long… Continue reading I Want
Renting
"We are all just renting until it is time to check out." (Jonathan Banks as Martin Jarvis in The Beast in Me) I think about this sometimes. Why do I overthink or worry about the future, or try to grab for things if everything will just have to be returned eventually? Might as well enjoy… Continue reading Renting
It is just a name
But really, it isn't. When someone you connect with gives you praise by calling you a good girl or using a special possessive name for you, it hits just right. I remember someone saying that the bond in power dynamics is something special. There is nothing stronger. He was right, and it doesn't matter what… Continue reading It is just a name
Lisa Gray 