All I have now are the worlds others create but sometimes that is enough. Sometimes you read a thing and instantly say, Yes, that is me or that is what I want to be me. You want to be that version of yourself. You want that experience.
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
The weight of him
I want to feel the weight of him. The weight of his gaze on me. The weight of his body on top of mine. The weight of who he is to me.
Muse
"If she breaks, she breaks. Art is meant to break. If it does not ignite the heart and awaken the soul, one must break his art to create the exquisite beauty of heaven from the torment of hell." - The Art of Obsession by Emily Shore When do you break me? When do you paint… Continue reading Muse
Where do you want to be?
This is such a popular question when giving interviews or going on retreats for work. Do you practice thinking about this? What are the things you always say, and what are the things you don't? I haven't really worked on my endgame. I know I have places I want to see. Places that don't match… Continue reading Where do you want to be?
Scared
I just read a meme that basically boils down to your not scared of love, you are scared of love leaving you. I am afraid of that. I have that feeling of wanting my heart to be safe in his hands. I want that to be true so bad but all I have are his… Continue reading Scared
Lisa Gray 