And so, obviously, when someone comes in who you... You have a connection with... yeah. And Dawn was a ray of sunshine in my life, and it meant a lot. But, if I'm really being honest, I never really thought it would have a happy ending. I don't know what a happy ending is. Life… Continue reading Life
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Serendipity
I am running through old movies I have digitized on Fandango. Yesterday was Center Stage, Moulin Rouge, and Sense and Sensibility as I tried to stay warm on a snowy, icy day. And today is Serendipity. I love that word and this movie. Do you believe in fate, and what lengths do you go to… Continue reading Serendipity
Staying Put
I was reading a post today by Enhanced Mind. (Not on his blog yet) about how we stay put. It is that point not of retreat or pulling back, but just waiting in place. I needed to hear this today. Not just for me, but what if I need to have more empathy for my… Continue reading Staying Put
The Summoning
Watching Miller’s Girl again. It is so quotable. The writing is so sophisticated. The girl just said something about love and how it comes. Is it inevitable or a summoning. I have thought and used that word inevitable. But somehow summoning fits so well. I feel you sometimes and that pull. We have talked about… Continue reading The Summoning
Fear
I just finished reading a post about kink being "safe enough," especially for those with PTSD, ADHD, or other types of neurodivergencies. I was playing around in my head this week with my emotional masochism and this read made it more intersting. I have never been diagnosed with anything, but I see patterns in me… Continue reading Fear
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