I just wanted to say that. I just wanted you to know that is how I feel. When I say it to you, I don't need it back. With everyone else, that makes a difference. I can't love them if they don't love me, but with you, it doesn't matter, apparently. I am going to… Continue reading I love you
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Too Much
Do you ever have one of those days where everything just seems too much? You see things you do not want to see, everything is just magnified. I was thinking about the longing I feel for something else. The wish for something. I'm ok with keeping ot the dream of things, but sometimes it is… Continue reading Too Much
Tease
A Writing Prompt
Fear of Happiness
https://theenlightenedmind622.wordpress.com/2026/02/04/to-be-happy/#respond?page_id=30725 I think my fear comes from the unkowing. From the fairy tale they feed us that there must be a happy ending, and it must include you. It could just be me, though, couldn't it? Me in random moments of happiness that come from friends not just lovers. Or just me being.
Orientation
I was reading something (I know, you are surprised) about the way people show ownership, and the writer talked about how they orient themselves to one another. I immediately thought of Twilight when Bella visits her mom in Florida. She says, "It's an intense thing. You're different with him. He moves you move, like magnets."… Continue reading Orientation
Lisa Gray 