Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now, there’s a steel knife in my windpipe
I can’t breathe, but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right, it’s like I’m in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It’s like I’m huffin’ paint and I love her, the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates me (Rhianna and Eminem)
Sometimes I really do love it the way we get caught in that loop of love and hate. The good girl and the brat. The wanting you so much, even though I have doubts, becomes more than just that in the silence.
The meaning of inevitable changes back and forth, but I would much rather burn with you than without you.
Much rather take the risk, even knowing it is there.
Lisa Gray 