FUCK
Ok, now that you have gotten that out of the way, let’s talk.
Did you need to scream into the void? Did you need to make those feelings known?
Sometimes we do. Sometimes we feel them so strongly we have to get them out.
But all he wanted was communion, relations, a cure for loneliness if only for a little while.
I could give him that if only for a night. He could feed a need in me as I feed a need in him.
It was just fucking after all. Two bodies coming together. Releasing the monsters in each other so they have time to get out and see the world before crawling back in their holes and hiding them away, pretending like we are normal.
Fucking
That is all. Let’s not pretend that there is more to it besides bodies slapping together. We can pretend, right? Make it special with accessories. Rope, cuffs, collars or you can simply use your words and your hands.
Grab at me. Make me sorry I asked. Show me the real monster inside of you.
FUCK
I very much enjoy the writing challenges on Fet. This one took me a minute but I was inspired by my current watch, The Bride
Sometimes you do really want that communion and connection with another and you tell them it’s ok. Don’t worry about me, let’s just play. I don’t need any aftercare. I don’t want to take too much of your time. But inside your monster is screaming at you, Tell them, and you are there just wishing they could see for themselves.
Lisa Gray 