Sometimes I feel them holding back. I wonder what it is that has them there in the zone of untrusting.
I sometimes feel I share too much, but I want to be a model for them to share whatever they want.
Sometimes I feel a shift in this, like it is possible suddenly for me to get what I want. But i have been asking for things for a while, specific things, things that would be so simple to give and go along way in building trust for me.
And still I wait for those things, and I will ask for them again at some point, and maybe they will understand eventually and see that I will cherish them as the gift they are. I will hold them steady and keep them safe just as I want them to keep me safe.
For now, I will just wait and wonder what is holding them back.
Lisa Gray 