I feel it / Another version of me, I was in it / I wave goodbye to the end of beginning (End of Beginning by Djo, aka Joe Kerry, aka Steve, aka the Hair)
There are so many versions of us. Some we say goodbye to, and some we keep. I want to keep the one that grabs you and pulls you close, even though I know it will never be close enough.
I want all versions of you, too. I want to know all the parts of you.
Sometimes I feel the need to hide away. I feel it in him, and on one hand, I want him to be happy and take the space he needs, but on the other hand, I want to barge in and say, “No. You are mine. Do not disappear on me.”
We all have different versions of ourselves that have different needs at different times, but that does not mean we need to shut everything else out all the time. Something I need to work on myself.
Lisa Gray 