Another rambling journal of a thing but not really.
Today is a day. The next few days are going to be jam-packed with stuff, and I have a bad case of the I just don’t want to. I am taking my lunch break, sipping on protein and coffee, and looking at things.
Ok, it is not just things. I have a recollection of a conversation, but not the details, and I just so happened to download my conversations with Daddy periodically. I like to go back and look at them on occasion.
Today I was doing that and saw the L word. He doesn’t say it. It is very noticeable, and I understand why, but being reminded that he did once, and the energy we had from the start, makes it a bit harder to see.
We have been through a lot over the last year, and to see us a month into something unique and say those things makes me long for that time again. I am not sure what direction we are heading in now, but I can’t imagine not going somewhere with him.
Lisa Gray 