Need

(random things on my mind today)

I have a need to be a good girl today.

I have a need to be used by a certain person as a fucktoy but also as a friend.

I have a need to understand the truth of certain things.

I have a need to know their feelings.

I have a need to be too much and to give them what they need, even if it is not me.

I have a need for comfort and security.

I have a need to rage.

I have a need for silent pleasure, but also pleasure that comes along with pain and being the vessel and sufferer for someone’s release.

I have a need for a hand on my throat and fingers to claim a cunt for their own.

I have a need for deep conversation and learning someone, but maybe that has to be with myself. But I have had so much time with myself, I want to have someone else here to explore. But I only have room for them.

I have a need for them to take up space, a lot of space.