I’m in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I’m in love… with YOU. I’m not feeling this because you’re leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way… which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can’t figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can’t believe how many times I’m saying it! And I never thought I’d feel this way again, so that’s pretty phenomenal. And I realize that I come as a package deal: 3 for the price of 1. I know my package, perhaps in the light of day, isn’t all that wonderful, but I finally know what I want and that, in itself, is a miracle. And what I want is YOU. – – Graham plaved by Jude Law in The Holiday
Watching some classics this season, and today is The Holiday. Jude Law is such a great actor in this. And what a dream. An unrealistic dream, but a dream. Long distance is such a hard thing. I do not know if it ever works out. It would be nice if it did, but I can’t imagine all the hard things that are involved. It almost seems silly to even talk to people who live so far away.
I would hate that, though. The thought of certain people not being in my life at all. I have never had the declaration from this movie above, but I dream about it. One day, maybe. I am still happy about those connections even without that love.
Lisa Gray 