Earn It

'Cause girl, you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
'Cause girl, you earned it, yeah
Girl, you earned it, yeah  (The Weeknd Earned It)

I know some people who are really worth it. They are worth all those great things. Worth more than me. But I want to feel worth it, too. I want to see someone feel that way for me.

I was rereading something on emotional unavailability, and I do accept partners in that state. I do feel that there are things I can give grace on, being unread for a while is not that big of a deal. But I do want to have someone hang on my every word as I hang on theirs. I want that feeling of running out of things to say, but not wanting to end the conversation because I have a need to be connected.