No, don’t love me. I don’t think I could take that.
It would hurt too much. And I would not know what to do if you actually saw me.
I much rather find something calm. Something that does not mean the world to me. Something where I don’t care enough not to be myself.
Someone that does not make me desperate to fit into you in any way I can. Someone that doesn’t make me feel silly and dumb and unworthy of the perfection that is you.
(Sometimes I like being over the top with it. Like a silly girl that falls in love for the first time.)
Lisa Gray 