Someone has been asking the question, if you had that magic door in your closet, where would it take you. I am paraphrasing a bit but you know the intent of the question.
My first thought was straight to Daddy because even though he has shown me through actions that he is not interested, I still want to meet him in person. See what he is like, find out if I could feel something. I want to know what the real energy is like between us. I had this idea that no matter how long we would be a part coming back together would feel like home.
But if I really want to think about the original question, I would not want to be boxed into one specific location or time.
I would want all possible futures to be there before me or at least one where I could see that reassurance that I am on the right path. That I could be hopeful there is a future for me that extends passed this point and time in my life. I want those things to look forward to.
Lisa Gray 