Can you Imagine It

Just sitting here and thinking about something and someone. We sometimes go through a lot and think we are on our own. But we are not.

I wish I could be someone to someone. Have them look at me in a certain way, finally. It wouldn’t necessarily be romantic the way we would come together. This is kind of how I know it is not likely but a picture I want to think on and view from the outside anyway.

I imagine a moment of finally saying, Come on, let’s do this. Nothing spicy to start, just two people making a decision to try something.

I always think about the spicy starts, the wanting someone so bad, and having them crave me in that primal way, but maybe that strong feeling of burning for someone burns out too fast. Maybe we can concentrate on friendship. Concentrate on the ones that make you smile. The nice ones that have your back, but underneath, maybe there could be something mean, something darker, something slowly smoldering.