Thinking about these two words. I have this thing where I have starred certain pictures and voice notes to go back to often to refuel. I want to soak up his voice, his words, his face.
Today was a different pic, and I decided to click to the link inside our messages where it was, and see our conversation around it. We have had a lot of conversations. Going back, I am never really sure what I will see. I have loved every chance I have had to be able to talk to him, even the difficult conversations, the ones that made me feel like I needed to hold on tighter or I would lose something big.
This was a nice conversation, though, full of wanting and desire. There was talk of love and collars and that need. We both felt that need. That is the most wonderful feeling really, to be secure in the fact that you are both in it together, that something is happening to both of you. To feel that the bond is strong with this one.
Lisa Gray 