This is 50

Well, I made it to 50. I wasn’t really worried about the big 5 0. It’s the ones later that I am just not sure of sometimes. My dad didn’t make it to 60 and his siblings barely made it past that.

But I am trying to take care of myself and my doctor helps keep me calm by checking everything she can. Lots of test this year and I qualify for a new vaccine now.

I just Jane to wait a few more years for those senior discounts at Denny’s and then I am all set.

Sometimes, when I get anxious about living in the moment, it is because of my family’s health history. I have a few things I want before I die and it is frustrating to sit and wait especially as I get older.

But I will wait. Some things are worth that. Some things need to be enjoyed in the moment.

So today, enjoying scary rollercoasters and reminding me that life’s rollercoaster is worth living.