Are You Ready For It?

(Had to throw in Taylor just to be bratty)

Are you actually ready? If something was offered to you today, are you ready to put your whole heart into it?

I like to think I am. I want to be. But my family is not ready for me to do anything different that would make me less dependable. Honesty, though I am not that dependable now, the way I get overwhelmed easily, and my memory is starting to fade. I walk into a room and forget why I even stepped foot in there. But I digress.

I want to be ready for the next big thing. The next big love. I want the independence that would allow me to travel and afford to make decisions for myself. I am just not there, and as I get closer to that point, it becomes even more frustrating. I want milestones, I want to plan for things, and I want him so badly. I just wish he could see that and that we were both emotionally ready.