Do you ever have that feeling of frustration? It usually is surrounded by thoughts of someone in particular. I woke up frustrated, dreaming about them. This has been something recurring. It is a problem I have when I have been close to someone but not as close as I would like to be. Seeing something there but not yet able to grab it.
I have all sorts of tasks for today like grocery shopping and grading, but my mind wants to look at patterns. It is really big on doing that. Seeing the cycle of communication. Seeing actions and inactions and wonder if there will be something else that presents itself and breaks those cycles. Will something else appear that will make my mind go in another direction?
But still I dream of them, their voice, their hands, and I wonder where it will all lead.
Lisa Gray 