Having a hard time sleeping. I want to be awake when he is awake. I want to be able to talk to him about his day. I want to have deep conversations about our future.
He makes me want things. But sometimes it is just a need to be awake when he is awake. wanting to know he is out there thinking of me and thinking of Us.
It seems that is all I do as he lays in his bed sleeping. I hope that my thoughts of him seep into his dreams and make him smile.
