It's hard to fight these feeling's when it feels so hard to breathe
I'm caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile
I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real
No, it's never felt so right
Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burnin' so bright
No, I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Who am I kidding? Sometimes the thought of just a kiss is not enough. I have a brat inside of me. Someone impatiently waiting for the kiss and so much more. I need to be blinded by his smile. I need to have him use me like the toy I am.
But I wonder, does he even know this is about him? Is he aware of how much he has become a need to me?
I think we sometimes want to not believe that we could come to mean something to someone. We want to believe the worst or at least that we are no one in someone’s eyes.
He is someone to me and I hope he knows that. I hope he knows he is more than someone, he is everything.
Lisa Gray 