(Warning was listening to music and reflecting. Metallica was on the play list and puts me in a brooding mood sometimes. Just reflecting. I’m fine.)
I once told someone that I wanted them to haunt me. I felt so strongly about the connection, I couldn’t imagine it ever going away. I was reminded about that today by a song lyric.
I want to live with you. Even when we are ghosts
Sometimes you get ghosted instead. But one thing I have learned about me is that can be just as good. You get to experience a moment with someone and learn from it. I enjoy the time I have with people. It doesn’t matter if it’s real, just infatuation, or brotherly friendship that is never supposed to be more.
All of these connections can bring something to you. They can help you prepare for the connections that last.
Lisa Gray 
It also reminds me of that Garth Brooks song Unanswered Prayers. I can beg and plead for something, but the universe may know what it is doing. Maybe I was just meant to learn from it and my future will be here to show me how glad I am that I did not get what I want.
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