Chameleon

I was trying to decide what to write today and Grammarly pops up and tells me I am a chameleon.

They are not wrong. They are talking about my writing style and how they notice the differences in my writing whether it is stories, essays, or emails to my boss.

But I find myself a chameleon in other ways. In high school, I adapted to skirt around the edges of all the groups. In college, I transitioned from STEM fields to liberal arts, to social science, and landed in a more technical/design field where none of my degrees match my position or the faculty I work with. I could see this as a fish-out-of-water scenario, but I will look at it like I am more well-rounded than most.

But what does this have to do with Kink?

I am the same way in my submission. I look at my partners and adapt to what they want and need. It doesn’t mean that I am just doing what they want and not getting anything out of it. I want it, too. I want that submission. I need the variety in all types of scenes and scenarios.

I need to feel that surrender and be the brat, the masochist, the babygirl, and the princess.