Recently I have had an uptick in messages from people asking to see naked pictures of me. If you follow me on certain sites, you get to see those all the time. I sometimes wonder if that desensitizes us to looking at naked or nearly naked poses. It is not such a taboo thing anymore in a world I live in with much more taboo content thrown at me every day.
There are many people on the site and groups that stay away from each other and moan and complain about how the site is being overrun with people who are not kinky and do not understand what that means. In my mind, there is a place for all types as long as everyone understands that. You can share your kinkiest self and should not have to worry about people criticizing you for it. You should get the chance to curate your experience on the site to not have to see any of the extreme sides of kink that might ick you out. If you want to see a bunch of naked women or women in lingerie, that experience is there for you. If you want to see ideas on how to do your next wax or needleplay design, that is there for you too. If you want to learn how to be a mean fucking sadist, there are plenty of them on there sharing their devious minds. (Fucking Sadists).
Why do I share my body, though on that site? It is for attention. There is a hit you get when someone likes your content whether that is my writings or my pictures. But it is more than that.
Today I was taking my daily photos and looking at my body. You can’t imagine what my teenage and young adult mind would think about me looking at my body much less taking pictures of it to share. She was not in a healthy place physically or mentally. Today though, I was looking at my body from different angles and deciding on how to pose. What I saw in the mirror and through my camera lens was so much different than what my teen self saw. I may be a few pounds lighter than she was, but my shape has not changed. I see now someone that could be a muse for an Italian Renaissance painter. I see someone that could be a blank canvas for a sadist to leave his marks. I see someone that could elicit sexual feelings in another human. That is so different from who I was, and I know there are people out there on the site who can’t do that yet. I would love to be someone they can see that doesn’t look much different from them. I would love to see that they can be seen in this way, too.
Lisa Gray 