Sitting on the patio with my cup of coffee thinking about what I want. It is one of those slow Sunday mornings that is creeping by fast. A coffee in hand and thoughts of my Daddy. I wonder what it would be like with him. Sometimes my fantasies dive into to very devilish and deviant… Continue reading Fantasy
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Love letters
I’m in need of love letters, but not the kind with pen on paper or typed words on a screen. I need love letters on my skin. I need to be shown I am loved with marks on my body. Bruises displayed for us to see and be reminded of how much you care. Bites… Continue reading Love letters
How long is too long to wait?
I sit here quietly just as I am told. I am in the position. On my knees. There is stillness here. There is a safe space for me here. The walls are around me, protecting me. The loudness from the outside is muted. It can't get to me here. So I sit and wait patiently.… Continue reading How long is too long to wait?
Mine
It’s more than a statement. It’s a feeling. It’s like your body knows. When you get older, things change. It is not as easy as it once was to connect to people. But then you do, and your body is telling you, yes, you need this person. It tells you in all sorts of ways.… Continue reading Mine
Please just give it to me
Sometimes I request things. I don’t want to feel entitled but when I finally come to ask for something, it is really important to me, just as he is important to me. The brat in me wants to say what is the big deal, I give it to him all the time. But the good… Continue reading Please just give it to me
Lisa Gray 