That is where I need him. I need him in front of me, too. But I want his voice whispering to me. I want to hear him say things that let me know he is thinking about me, too. I want him to tell me what a good girl I am. Because I want to… Continue reading In my Head
Tag: Submission
Fast and Slow
If I tell you to slow down, please don't. I couldn't stand to not feel you. I wouldn't want to wait another moment. I want your heart to beat as fast as mine. I want you to feel what I feel, that hunger, that impatience, that frustration. Tell me you feel it. But please, please… Continue reading Fast and Slow
The I’s have it
I have been listening to music lately, and instead of just the old playlist I have been on, I started alphabetically through all my songs on my phone. I got to the I's the last few days, and it made me think about how much of a masochist I really am. Some songs had me… Continue reading The I’s have it
Hey, Ya
Okay, now ladies (yeah?)Now, we gon' break this thang down in just a few secondsNow, don't have me break this thang down for nothin'Now, I want to see y'all on y'all baddest behaviorLend me some sugar, I am your neighborAh, here we go I know what to do. I know what it is time for.… Continue reading Hey, Ya
Advantages
I think there is an advantage to being older and already experiencing "the love of your life." It is much easier to keep yourself from saying yes and grabbing onto any sense of belonging. But I still want to belong. I still want that experience. I am just trying to be careful and see who… Continue reading Advantages
Lisa Gray 