(CW: Just a wee bit of sex on this one.) Not going to lie, this Christmas is going to be weird. No kids for the first time, and plan to spend it hiding away. I have been doing a lot of that, hiding. I am ok with that. I have certain people that I would… Continue reading Fairy Lights, Tinsel, and Decorations
Tag: Submission
Maybe
Maybe it was really love, the kind that hurts deep when it is gone. There is no maybe about it, really. Although the love that I had was for the person I thought he was.
Timing
In another life / I would be your girl / We keep all our promises / Be us against the world / In another life / I would make you stay / So I don't have to say / You were the one that got away . . . All this money can't buy me… Continue reading Timing
Don’t Make Me Think
That is the answer if you ask me a question or if the question is what is the challenge for me. Thinking about how the right person can keep me from thinking. Help me not overthink with your reassurance. Help turn off the noise inside of me and surrounding me at least for a moment.… Continue reading Don’t Make Me Think
Disconnect
I was thinking just now about the ending of relationships recently. Sometimes we disconnect from them way too soon. Something happens, and we just can't help it. Sometimes I can't disconnect even though I should. I still have Daddy's pictures and voice, and I have to admit I still go and listen to or look… Continue reading Disconnect
