It started with me saying yes. I couldn’t say no. My mind wouldn’t let me. It knew already what was coming. I could feel the excitement and anticipation. Those butterflies were there. You didn’t ask if you could dm me. You just did. You didn’t ask if you could send that first photo, but you… Continue reading Saying Yes
Tag: Sex
Rain
Today was one of those days I wish I was in bed all day. It started with rain. Something about the rain makes me want to curl up in his arms and spend the day inside and him inside me. Rain can be soothing. It can wash away the day or at least just the… Continue reading Rain
Anticipation
It's that feeling you get when you are waiting for it to happen. You know that this is all leading up to something. The path isn’t clear yet, but you do understand you are being led. They are in control of the steps you take. They are writing the narrative. Their pen is writing your… Continue reading Anticipation
When their Words Were Your Porn
Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
Lisa Gray 