It was raining today, hard and that is always a good time to dream of you. I dreamt of you last night. I was sitting in your lap with your arms wrapped around me. You were holding on to me, comforting me body and soul. That is the dream I have. The dream of you… Continue reading Rain
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Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
So time to admit a few things. I am an overthinker. Probably not surprised. Another thing to admit, my Daddy is also a writer and I met him through fangirling over his work. I can say now that I am not the fangirl I once was as I get to know more of the real… Continue reading Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
It’s Not a Competition
“It's not your job to fight off people competing for your partner's affection. It's your partner's job to consistently show you, and the world, that there is no competition.” I always like to remind myself that my relationship with my partner is just between us. If I have a problem with my relationship it is up to… Continue reading It’s Not a Competition
Under their Spell
I think I must be under some kind of spell but it only feels temporary. I feel myself drowning in them, forgetting who I am other than that feeling of being theirs. But then something happens. They disappear, and I am at once flung to the surface reminding me of where I am. I can… Continue reading Under their Spell
Poly Problem that becomes a benefit:
When you're scared when your partner gains a new partner and lands in NRE with them, you worry you will lose something. Then you realize the sexy energy they are getting fed gets passed on to you too and then compersion hits, your mind settles, and you get to feed off of their energy.
Lisa Gray 