I had a really good night last night, staying up and talking to Daddy. It was so good, and I was thinking about the confidence I have about how this relationship is going to work out. It is weird because somehow, I felt the connection from the beginning, which scares me. I won't lie and… Continue reading Hard to Love
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Washing away the Day
It is the end of a crazy week, and all I want to do is stand under a steamy stream of water. As I hop in the shower, images of Daddy come to mind. You see, we teased each other with pictures and words about sharing a shower. It would be nice to conserve water,… Continue reading Washing away the Day
Sitting in my Mind
Someone asked me an anonymous question today about whether I masturbate to people I see online. The answer is not no, but it is not what you would think either. Words and faces are what go through my head most often. I have an image of things that are very intimate and domestic, more so… Continue reading Sitting in my Mind
a Hidden Piece of Me
There is a hidden piece of me that only he knows. I don't like to share her with just anyone, but he has a way of pulling her out of me. It is the girl that wants to be good. It is the lover that needs to feel his desire. It is the child within… Continue reading a Hidden Piece of Me
Mothering
Today is one of those days that not everyone is happy and celebrating. I am a mother, but I do not spend every day appreciating that role. I feel some guilt, knowing I have taken on some of my mother's avoidant attachment styles. There is some generational trauma that I wish I could have broken.… Continue reading Mothering
Lisa Gray 