I am doing a lot of weird exploring online with a bunch of different thoughts rummaging through my head. But a lot of it is about where I go from here. I have to respect Daddy's decision, and I have to move on. But I miss my muse. The last few years have been all… Continue reading Where to Go
Tag: relationships
Safe
https://theenlightenedmind622.wordpress.com/2026/08/18/i-am-safe/ But change is fucking hard. He said I would be fine, and I am not sure that is the right word. I will survive, maybe. But I was also thinking about this word, safe in another way. I wish that he could feel safe with me. I wish that I was someone he did… Continue reading Safe
That’s My Trick
We are more alike than he knows. It is hard to see and think about sometimes. The way we feel about each other. The way we need each other's energy to sustain us. But when that energy fades even a little, we pull away. We may also question things and see how others would be… Continue reading That’s My Trick
I don’t know how to write this
Or even if I should. I might should just sit with it more. I love him. And I hate the world. I hate it for showing me what this could really be like and then tearing it away from me over and over. I just had this feeling that he was mine. He was made… Continue reading I don’t know how to write this
Live Inside
I want to live inside you. Living with you is not enough. I need to know what you look like from the inside. I want to feel what you feel. I want to touch your body as if it were mine. And maybe it is mine. My second skin. Mine to worship. Mine to take… Continue reading Live Inside
Lisa Gray 