I just saw a request for book ideas where they asked for a morally grey male protagonist. That is what I want, too. I need that as my own leading man. I can talk about consent and boundaries and uphold some of mine, but I like what I like. I like it when the right… Continue reading Something Morally Grey
Tag: relationships
And the walls
Come tumbling down But what more can I do to make you want to come find me? You say you want things. You ache as I do. You crave the touch that I crave. Is that enough? Will the world let is just have it?
Obsession
Watching the movie. Would love to have someone obsessed over me but not like that. I would settle for just being chosen. To feel that. To be secure in the thought that someone wants to be with me, that I am being considered. I don’t need codependency or obsession, but I need to see some… Continue reading Obsession
Closeness
Sitting in my apartment by myself. It has been a while since I felt someone's closeness. The closeness that comes from a romantic partner who wants to be close to you. I have friends. I have family, but it is not the same. It is not the same as the longing and the need I… Continue reading Closeness
Sex
Sometimes I feel like I don't like sex. And it is not that I am post menopausal and do not see myself as a sexual being anymore. And it is not that I don't like sex. I think sex just bores me. At least by itself. It is connections I crave. It is what comes… Continue reading Sex
Lisa Gray 