There are some days I feel alone but when it is hard and I mean really hard, there are people here for me. I need to remember and hold on to that. There are days I want to run away from certain people and responsibilities. My mother tried to do that this weekend. She is… Continue reading Alone but maybe not
Tag: Reflection
Where do you Go?
When you need a break, do you disappear? Where do you go? Is it somewhere physical or just a place in your mind? Sometimes I don’t have the luxury to run away like I would like so I take trips in my mind. I build worlds for me to live in, places for me to… Continue reading Where do you Go?
Waiting
Sitting in a spa lounge with too much time on my hands before a massage. About once a year, I get a gift certificate for a massage. I used to spend way too much money myself on massages and getting waxed. Part of why I am spending a lot of my pay check now on… Continue reading Waiting
Am I a Brat
Likely, OK definitely. I have this tendency to come in strong with wanting to serve someone. In the past, I have been bad at sustaining that. I get burned out in that role; for me, it has been a role and an extension of past trauma. My last dom tried to get me to explain… Continue reading Am I a Brat
Resolutions
I recently posted a story about resolutions. It was just a meet cute kind of story that I wrote for a prompt involving resolutions. A bit more romance than kink. It did make me think about resolutions, though. This year, I haven't set any. I want to continue to grow but also take things a… Continue reading Resolutions
Lisa Gray 