I have mentioned a lot how hard long-distance and online dynamics can be. I have talked about how physical touch is a huge love language for me. But sometimes it is more than that. Sometimes you isolate yourself in a way because your hyper focusing on the dynamic and you lose some parts of you… Continue reading Take Me With You
Tag: Power Exchange
Caged
Deciding whether or not being with one man will make me feel caged. What if it does? What if I like it? What if being caged doesn’t really feel like being caged? Cage me. Male me yours. Put that collar and leash on me.
Can’t Stop
Can't stop thinking about him. Can't stop wanting him. Can't stop trying to please him Can't stop loving him. (Listening to RHCP recently sorry.)
See Me
I love how he watches me. I know that he sees me. I love the feeling of his eyes on me. He watches to make sure that I am safe, but he also watches because he needs. He needs to keep me in his sights, he needs to feel me close, he needs to feed… Continue reading See Me
Mothering
Today is one of those days that not everyone is happy and celebrating. I am a mother, but I do not spend every day appreciating that role. I feel some guilt, knowing I have taken on some of my mother's avoidant attachment styles. There is some generational trauma that I wish I could have broken.… Continue reading Mothering
Lisa Gray 