Do you ever feel at times as if you're not a person? What I wish to say is that you're not truly present, nor alive, as if you're at the whim of another, like a dog. Someone or something had the power to breathe life into you, to move you. (Ellen Hunter from Nosfurato) When… Continue reading Breathe into Me
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Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
Waiting
Sitting in a spa lounge with too much time on my hands before a massage. About once a year, I get a gift certificate for a massage. I used to spend way too much money myself on massages and getting waxed. Part of why I am spending a lot of my pay check now on… Continue reading Waiting
It’s Christmas Time
This time of year I am reminded how much Kink and writing fulfill that need for escape. I know I am privileged with family and a little bit of money to spend on kids when so many do not have that, but it doesn't always mean that this time of year is always joyful. I… Continue reading It’s Christmas Time
You Affect Me
Sometimes I see that I have an effect on people. It may not always be something good. It may not be someone I want to affect. It can be an interesting rabbit hole to go down to think about why it is that the ones you want to have an effect on are oblivious to… Continue reading You Affect Me
